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srry i havent posted in a while.

any ways, im so cunfused, one of my best friends(not saying who, but you know who you are) told me that someone said that the guy i like thinks im kinda creeping him out. im saying now that I DONT BELIEVE THAT IS TRUE!!!!!! now i have three questions here whether its true or not, A)who said this(if i knew who said it i would have more or less figured out if it is true or not) B)what, is it what i say, what i do, i mean come on, if i knew the what i could stop doing it C)why?!?!?!? im gonna say this now, that he is a friend and he has shown nothing that says that im creeping him out, or making things awkward.
now friend of mine if you read this, im not happy, possible killing myself over this, so you know what you can do to ease things a bit in my mind.

Ciao, R@3

Venting

im so pissed off right now! my younger brother wont do his homework and gave me trouble, than upon phoneing the proper authorities(parents, no better, but at least more influetial)while mother was scolding the little one, the biggerone started truning the speaker phone on! Im tempted to swear but i wont. but for those who know me, i may not seem this way, but i have an extremely short temper. im like a time bomb, tick, tick, tick, BOOM!!!!!!!!!!

sorry all, boring life, cant help it!!

i havent written in a while, mostly cause nothings gone on. -_- >.< dont blame me! blame my lawyer!(even though i dont think i have one, and the fact that i might be sued. what ever) well, update on love life:still single, but am this close to asking him. fun stuff, hope he says yes, if he does youll see lots of bold and exclamation marks, if not youlll see a short one sentance post. hope its the one not the other >.o(dammit my wink type face looks more like it was poked in the eye)

R@3 out

Sore ankles and a pair of skis

I went skiing today at Nakiska, it wa great. Ive really become a much better skier, more agresive too(and this aint new but im a speed demon LOL) thats all for today folks.

Ciao, R@3

short overview of my unsuccessful love life

the title explains alot, like the fact that i am single, sad truth that it may be. crushes arent bad, until your falling head over heels for the guy. well better fess up. weel theres this guy i really like, and hes like one of my best friends(i have a few), and the sad thing is almost the whole grade nine population knows i like him and thinks we should go out. the only one thats clueless......is the guy himself. sad eh? i mean i could tell him but im scared, and quite frankly shy(even though if you asked my friends they would say otherwise) any way, its even sadder because as you probobly know Valentines day is coming up soon, since a love life mattered,(for all the kids i know, grade six) ive always felt lonely and sad, cause on that day all i see is couples. i always wishy to be one of them but im too scared to ask the guy out, and if he does like me back, hes probobly scared too. but that probobly isnt the case, hes probobly just as oblivious as he puts himself out to be. oh well, i guess ill finish my rant.


R@3 out

its all good.

recap of yesturday:went sledding on the best hill eva! then afterwards went to a friends house to hang out and play his Wii(yes my friend is a guy, in fact i have a few friends that are guys,but not boyfriends. and dont worry, i have girls that are friends too, one of which hung out at the guys house as well.)
Back to the future:getting braces tommorow.the appointment is from about 12-2. i will be going back to school, but only for last period(2:23-3)
its going to be awsome beacause ill get to chew gum in class(big bonus on my part beacause almost none of my teachers allow it.(despite the fact that everone does anyway))
Presant:..................................well today is actually really boring.
enough said, my week is great.

R@3 out. ^.^

life is good.... or is it....

well, for the most part my life is good, i got starbucks after a great drama practice. no, i am not in Drama option. yes, im in the spring drama production. anywho, were my life is not so good, my bro. ya i know im suppost to be a supportive loving eldest sister for both my bros, but its kinda hard when they are more immiture than two year olds that want candy. well the older one is, the younger one who is 10 has more maturity in one hand than the olderone who is 12, has in his whole body.
well hope you liked this breif explaination of my life
R@3.